The truth is nobody owes you, so stop living a lie, stop feeling entitled; your uncle, your brother, your old friends, they can help if they want to but it is not your right to get help from them, so if they don't, you can't hold it against them. You would have to help yourself
Seriously, what is the essence of living when all you do is just exist. No plans, no goals, no impact, you are looking forward to nothing, you are not trying to do anything?
Your "I am" goes beyond state of mind, it is more of a personal confession and you know something about confession, some how it influences both your psychic and the supernatural.
Keep pushing the hustle is real, so is the reward.
But remember, no one survives alone on being beautiful. Beauty is nature's gift but should not replace knowledge, hard work, excellence, perseverance, kindness and tolerance.
At 24years I had so many things on my mind, some of my friends were lucky to have had life figured out before 25 but for me I wasn't that lucky. I remember talking to a mentor then and you know what he told me, he said, "It Is Perfectly Normal to Be Confused at 24 but if I want to succeed I should sort my confusion before 30"
You wonder why bad news sell more, well it is because deep down most of us are of the opinion that if we can't be happy no one deserves to be happy.
Let me tell you something. There is no nobility in poverty. I’ve been a rich man, and I’ve been poor man.